Chronicles of eXon

Signature

2010-02-14T19:01:00.000-08:00

I thought I'd get into the signature making business. A special shout out goes to Lionkolla and Daelin.

Let me tell you a little story

2009-02-07T07:56:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time, in an infinite amount of nothingness, something happened. It's known by many names but some call it creationism, and some call it the big bang. And after a time irrelevant to the human concept of time, life appeared on a piece of rock that was later called "Earth". And little by little, through evolution, the earth revealed it's magnum opus, "The Human". So this strange and violent creature spent millenniums upon millenniums evolving physically and socially and the actions of each and every individual left a different trail in the book of history. Families were made, countries were formed, invaded, defended and changed. People were born and and taken by death. So after a considerable length of time we come to the present day.

A considerable amount of coincidences make sure that my parents meet. And consequently I'm born. Bear in mind that if one thing slipped, if they spend one day in differently before my birth, things would've been different. The person that is "me" would be different. The point is, i was born. And here I am. If the events that defines me were done in a different way, I'd be a different person. If I didn't sit down to write this, my future would've been different. Everything, your life, your death, what you go through, depends on a mere whim.

The point I'm trying to convey is this. We create our own heaven, hell and purgatory. There is nothing else but action and consequences. The reason that you should always try to do good is not because you have to please some cosmic being, but because every action has reactions and consequences that will catch up with you. If you're good, people will like you and do you favors. If you're an ass, people will ignore you. If you're hostile, people will try to do you harm. If you're a push over, people will try to take advantage of you. .

What we do won't matter after we're dead and nothing but worm food. No redemption, no damnation and no salvation. What we do in this life is nothing but the start of another chain reaction. Different things will give different out comes. . Are we so arrogant as to believe that we can make a scar in this timeless universe?? That we can destroy something timeless?? Everything is just a part of something bigger and that it self is a part of a something even bigger, like the reflection of a mirror on another mirror. This is the sole reason I don't take things personally. We only have this life. After we're dead and done, the game is over so. . The pain, the confusion and death just comes with life and conscience. And this life, this freedom, this awareness that you exist is the only thing that's yours. And no one can take it away from you. And the rest, as they say, is merely chance.

{I think this is enough out break for one day and I did my best to put my thoughts to word although I don't think people will understand because this is confusing to me as well but the fact is i tried. And if you don't agree with me, well we're all entitled to our opinions. So explain yours to me and I'll try my best to understand. If, after that, we still can't reach some sort of a mutual agreement, oh well, that's just too bad isn't it?}

The fucked up thought of the year

2009-02-03T08:14:00.000-08:00

If i were a girl, i would get pregnant as many times as possible. Then i would have abortions in the 3rd month of pregnancy so that i would deliver a 1/3 developed fetus about the size of a potato. Then i would take the fetus and preserve it in a jar in preservative liquid and put it in a secret room. I would do this over and over until the walls of the room are covered with jars containing aborted fetuses. And when I have kids and when they're bad, i would make them sit in the fetus room and remind them how easily I could have aborted their ass.

PS: Feel free to comment.
PPS: Judge not for you shall be judged.
PPPS: Rules 1 & 2 stop me from talking if you know what I mean

Inspiration

2009-02-02T04:15:00.000-08:00

Inspiration. I can't find it. Feels like my brain is all muddled up. My suspects are the usual: Too much coffee, too little sleep, little to none physical or mental exercise. My lack of inspiration is so much that I'm deviated from my usual self. There are no little pangs of excitement, no sudden ideas, no wise cracks and no Plan-B's. And of all the things I've lost, I think I miss inspiration the most. Of course this is nothing a little hard work can't cure but that's the flip side of it, without inspiration I can't take those steps.

But, like a friend of mine used to say, it's all good.

Genesis

2008-12-23T09:19:00.000-08:00

Genesis. Yeah that's right. o.k maybe I tend to exaggerate a little bit but seeing as this is my first blog post, i felt it was necessary. so after months of being nagged by countless people (o.k 1 person. my sister), I've decided to blog. So i come here and create one, and then totally forget about it and go on about my daily business. The thing is, I'm bored. Totally, utterly bored. I'm sorry if I'm soiling your holy perceptions of blogging but that's why I'm doing this. I understand that this is a religion to some people (i.e: my sister), so I humbly apologize. And the daily businesses I talked about earlier, I don't have any anymore.
So, about me. I'm in my early teens (19), and I've just finished my A/L's. The word on the streets is that results are coming on friday so god help me. I'm an avid video gamer and play all the new and awesome games in my free time (one game: War Craft 3 which was released some time back). I'm bored, broke and intellectually challenged and I have a tendency to slack off. I'm surrounded by friends who are just like me whom, incidentally think I'm crazy. Enough about my self, what about you??
Speaking about friends, my best chum came back to the island after spending many years in the land down under (10 months), and well, let's just say it's good, cause the game is back on. You really can't put a price on times you've wasted doing nothing with your friends and after a while, they're all you have. I mean you don't look back on the times you've studied calculas or chemistry with them, you look back on the times you goofed off and did nothing. Please bear in mind that the phrase "time well spent" is relative to each person.
The thing is, it's getting really late (11pm) and i need to catch some sleep, so until I blog again, hold on to your knickers. (of course no one gives a shit if i blog or not) cheerio